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           B L E E D                          
a thousand cold nights have sharpend like knives
a continues strife inside my mind
i feel your infection
but just for a second
its fuckin unfair, and its fuckin bull shit
im stuck in this cage of repelished rage a God awful past
that just wont let go
i sharpen the lead
theres to much to be said
so what do i do when youre heart turns cold?
 
so i bleed....so i bleed....
 
condeming and ALWAYS assuming
and alwas interfering
and not ever knowing
and pointing the finger
injustis that lingers
it laughs in my face and i wish id just STOP...
priah in a society of social outcasts
the world is my whip and the tone is my lash
my body is aching
the pencil is shaking
my words alone are just not enough...
 
so i bleed....so i bleed
 
B L E E D   M Y    S E L F   D R Y
 
music and lyrics by: Jared Johnson 3-17-04
 
 

AnTi-sOcIaL

She was a bright girl and she went to school all day
she never liked to talk, no, she never liked to pray
she never had a friend,no, she never had a say
in anything she liked to do and she wants the world to pay.
 
she was a smart kid, you'll never guess what she did
she got fed up,yeah, she had to get rid
of the gun she used, yes, it had to be hid
 
she was the quiet type and she never had to fight
never when to strike, always full of fright,
no one would of guessed it was them she didnt like
her parents never new, where she was that night...
 
SHE REGRETS WHAT SHE DID
SHE KILLED AN INNOCENT KID
THE MEMORY HAUNTS HER NOW
BUT NOW SHE NO MORE LIVES
SHE WAS ALWAYS ANTI SOCIAL
NEVER DID NOTHING WRONG
NEVER LIKED THE WORLD TODAY
I GUESSE SHE WASNT VERY STRONG...

lyrics written by : Paul Vontz  8-12-2003

F A I T H

Eternal slaves in Gods right hand, forever till' the end
for this is what i choose to beleive but the slavery will never end
 
the Christ that died, the blood he shed, when Gods own son was crusiffied
the cross the pain the suffering, in Christ do you confide?
 
satan on the other hand, he did nothing wrong,
he tried to give them freedom but, was forced to take on God
 
so he was sent to a place called hell byt the savior Christ himself
now he sits in hell and waits for god to end it all
 he cant wait to hear the sound of the sveneth trumpit call.
 
some say that he loves you and, should go the narrow way
but just listen to the story that i told you today
so when the seventh trumpit calles, and judgment day arrives
just ask yourself one question, in whom do you confide?
 

music and lyrics by Paul (biff) Mcnie 7-4-2003

WASTED YOUTH

fuck this home i live in
fuck the people who say there sain
fuck this world we live in
fuck the people who say were lame
i hate this place i live on
hate the people we have to blame
hate this shit we live in
hate the people who are really insain..
 
we are the wasted youth our opinions dont go through
we are the hatred that has gone insain but look at the ones who we have to blame...
 
screw this shit we live on
screw the people we have to blame
screw this shit were stuck in
screw the people who say there sain
i hate this shit we live on
hate this shit we live in
screw the people who say there sain
screw this shit we love on
screw the people we have to blame

lyrics written by : Paul Vontz  8-12-2003

pErSpEcTiVe

in my eyes this world is a nightmare
full of hate and full of dispare
take me from this thing that you call life
nothing to live for why should i fight?
 
this is my life, i know how it ends, it ends with out you
it ends with out friends
they say that life a gift, but still we question why
if life is so great
then why must we die...
 
in my eyes this life is nothing
i have no one, i have no dreams
take me from this thing you call life
nothing to live for why should i fight
in your eyes you life is perfect
just becuase you diffrent treat me with respect
what if i were you?
what if you were me?
is your life a tragity....
 

music and lyrics by Paul (biff) Mcnie 7-4-2003

ShaLLoW spoKeN

im gonna draw a picture, a picture of my fears, and all the shit thats haunted me for all these painfull years, and when i draw this picture a darkness will appear and suddenly my problems will slowly disapear...........
some people i hate as i sit and let the maddness in my head rott and embrace
sometimes i state my opinion in which, i want to relate with the others in this game
a game ofwhich, allmust rate each other by how they look
i dont need this...
i dont need you...
well fuck that fuck you
i could care less about the shit you think andthe shit you do
i just wanna slit my wrist's i wanna peirce my eyes
i wanna clench my fist and stand up and fight
some people look and they think they know
some people stair like im in a freak show
well let me tell you this, let me tell you now, im gonna tell you what and im gonna tell you how...
fuck that fuck you i could care less about the shit you think and the shit you do i just wanna slit my wrist and perice my eyes, i wanna clench my fist's and stand up and fight
cant you see how i live in hate, all i know is fear cuz of fucks like you, who think your pain was as close or near but you never wnet throgh this shit today, cuz you tried to fit in and you tried to substain, so justlet me be who i am inside i have nothing less, than you do to hide, i have a fucking heart and i wont lose my pride...
 
 

lyrics wirttin by :Paul Vontz 11-10-2003

Final Wish...
 
suddenly i feel that i have no reason to live
life has treated me like shit since i was just a kid
thought i could find love but now my heart hurts even more
i thought you felt the same but you dont beleive in love anymore...
 
this is my suicide note to you
i hope that you like it
im better off without you
im sorry you felt that way
but i cant change  you mind, i wish i never met you
 
now every night i sit and watch the stars
as i think of what it would be like
to hold you in my arms and not let go
but now i know that will never happen
cuz i'll never have you
i will take my life
and mabye you will to...
 
this is my suicide note to you
i hope that you like it
im better iff without you
im sorry you felt that way
but i cant change your mind
i wish i never met you...
 
i was always by your side
i was always there for you
you never gave me a chance
this is my suicde note to you...
 
music and lyrics written by: Paul (biff) micnie 9-10-2003

ScReWed
 
born into a life
full of pain and sorrow
didnt know that i was screwed from the start
imposter of a father
ruined everything
not a chance to live a happy life
so many gone left me to mourn
treated like shit from him,
no where to run noone to go to hate this all but i'll pull through
 
you make me feel this way
someday you'll need me
 
now i'll go through and live it all,
i dont know how long it will last
you think you deserve respect and love
you dont deserve what you have now
another one gone
one that should have
just keeps getting worse and worse
no where to go
no one to go to
hate this all but i'll pull through.....
 
written by: Paul Vontz 5-13-2003

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ONLy ONe WAy OUt
 
he wakes up in the morning
all with out his pride
the gun shaking in his hand
his only thought is suicide
he looks into the mirror
and he breaks down and cries
and he wonders why God gave him
this fucked up life...
 
theres only one way out,
that he knows of
he wants to end it all
 
hes sitting in his room
as the thoughts race through his head
he starts to leave for school
with only one intention planned..
 
theres only one way out
that he knows of
he wants to end it all  
 
you made him feel this way
you gave him all this pain
seven people died that day
now you know his name
 
hes sitting in his jail cell
and hes all alone
hes waiting for his freedom
and wanting to go home
 
theres only one way out
that he knows of
he wants to end it all
theres only one way out
that he can think of
take his life and take the fall...
 
written by: Paul (biff) mcnie 6-19-2003

AbaNdonED ConVictiOnS
 
never are the time that you use to love
nothing are the things that you hold abouve it
now, look at you now
superfichal blith opptimisiom
will split your life into a schisom
of, truth and what you wanna see
the disorder of love the love you abhor
this life style offers no more than
broken dreams as a reward
 
i have no regrets or no self resentments for the things that i said then
why, oh cant i forget?
 
this worlds as bad as you choose to make it
how do you go around thinking that
everything, that all is so fine
things you say the words my\islead me things i hear the meanings escape me
now, look at you now,never are the times that you are free nothing are the things that you see now
because, you have for gotten me
 
i have no regrest and no self resents ments for the things that i said then why,
oh cant i forget?
 
i deserve an answer please give me that much at least
i want nothing more from you an answer i'll be at ease
 
if we serve a purpose, your was to lie
if we srved a purpose, mine was to try to save you....
 
music and lyrics wrtten by : Jared Johnson 8-24-2003

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